lagging.

I think I'm lagging far behind.

i guess im the only one left to upload the photos on chalet. am i?

listless to do anything now.

but i just feel like talking to someone, but have no idea who.

i think my parents have issues with me. or are they just worrying too much. i really dont know.

i sometimes feel hated by them.

i feel bad making them worry even though they're enjoying their holiday over at bangkok.

i feel bad pissing my bro.

i feel bad making my dad flare up on thursday.

i almost went out of breath on thursday.

sometimes my dad wants me back during certain time, but he says his not giving me curfew.

so how? 

i think im at my lowest now.

i guess i'll go to sleep.

i seriously dread school.

seriously hate.

bye.